the end? life?

chinese have a saying "1000 years a tree, 100 years a person" 100 years u can live, do we need that long? or do u want it to be so long? or so short? if u want it to be longer, good for u… because i’m very sure that ur enjoying ur life… but for me, no matter if it’s short or long, i just wanna live happily, rich or poor, lonely or not, it doesn’t matter, it’s the feel thats important, i can have no money, i can have no one, as long as i’m happy… the point is,  how can i feel happy without all those things? yes!!! thats my question, the answer is, if i could control my the way i feel about things, sometimes i can, sometimes i can’t… like i once said, if there’s no happiness there won’t be sadness, they live for each other… but once we tried sadness, we tend to remember it better which is an action that no one will choose… life is short, but if u r not living it the way u want it to be, every second u live is a drop of poison inject into ur blood… when our body can’t take the poison anymore, we die, either in a good way or bad… done by human or nature……

is ur life short? or long?